The title of this passage creates an image of strength.
Drive out the darkness. It feels forceful, powerful.
So how do each of us define ‘darkness’?
And where does the strength to drive it out come from?
What if we don’t feel strong?
The passage today says that Lent is a battle not against people or the flesh…it’s a battle within.
A battle with pride, greed and fear.
That resonates with me.
Many times throughout this Lenten writing experience I’ve questioned if I’m doing the right thing.
Where will this lead?
Does anyone even read these posts?
Do my thoughts and words matter?
And…am I helping anyone…or am I just embarrassing myself by exposing my questions and vulnerabilities?
As I write today, I realize I’m fighting my own battle with pride and fear. Maybe those are the demons that need to be driven out. They are the ‘darkness’ within.
Even though I know God led me to begin these readings and writings…
Here I am, not even half way through Lent, already grappling with insecurity, doubt, fear, and worry.
They all make me question if I should keep going.
But maybe my doubts, of myself, my words and my actions with these writings, are coming from the enemy?
Maybe, the passage today is just what I needed. It shined a light on those feelings.
It’s a reminder of why I started this project in the first place…
To grow closer to God.
Maybe His light is what will help me to drive out the darkness.
Because…here’s what I know…
God is truth.
God is love.
God is light.
Those feelings of confusion cannot be coming from God.
So today, I’ll rely on Christ’s presence, His truth.
I’ll rely on His love and authority to battle with me.
He is where all of us can find the strength to ‘Drive Out the Darkness’.
Lord, shine Your light into every corner of my heart, home and mind. Let all shadows of doubt and fear be replaced by hope and strength. Amen.
