• Faith

    Day 3 – The Fast God Desires – Friday after Ash Wednesday

    Today’s passage begins:

    “Fasting isn’t just about food. It’s about freedom – from sin, selfishness, and indifference.”

    Fasting from Sin? 

    What first came to mind were a few of my, I’ll admit, less than holy habits.

    So I started thinking…are my habits actually sins? I’m not talking about mortal sins, the big ones. The the kind that violate God’s law; the 10 Commandments.

    I’m referring to actions that seem rather harmless. Are those seemingly insignificant behaviors sins nonetheless?

    To be honest, I watch too much TV at night.  I doom scroll on social media.  I indulge in a glass of wine at the end of the day.  I’m easily distracted by news headlines and “clickbait”.  

    And…I search and shop on Amazon daily (I think my hubby frowns on this one the most). 

    So are these sins or just laziness?  Am I just relaxing or am I looking to fill a void?

    I decided to dig a little deeper so I did what so many of us do today, I googled it.

    I simply asked:  “Define sin, biblically”.  

    This was the response:

    • “In the Bible, sin is defined as violating God’s law, rebelling against His authority, and failing to meet His moral standards (1 John 3:4, Romans 3:23).
    • It is described as “missing the mark” of perfect righteousness, encompassing actions, thoughts, and attitudes that separate humanity from God.
    • Sin originated with Lucifer and was introduced to humanity by Adam, resulting in an inherent, broken nature in all people.”

    Failing to meet His moral standards? See above list!

    Missing the mark? See above list!

    I don’t think I like where this is going…

    So…I asked Chat GPT the same question and the response went a bit further:

    Biblical definition of sin:

    In the Bible, sin is anything that goes against God’s will, character, or law.

    It is often described as:

    • Missing the mark – Sin is falling short of God’s standard of holiness.
    • Transgression (breaking God’s law) – Sin is violating God’s commandments.
    • Rebellion against God – It is willfully turning away from God’s authority.
    • Failure to do what is right – Sin is not only doing wrong, but also failing to do good when you know you should.
    • A condition of the heart – Biblically, sin is not just actions; it begins internally (thoughts, motives, desires).

    In Summary: Biblically, sin is any thought, action, or attitude that contradicts God’s holy nature and will. It separates humanity from God (Isaiah 59:2) and is universal (Romans 3:23).

    So…sin is not only doing wrong, but also failing to do good when you know you should.

    And…it begins internally.

    I have a lot to think about.

  • Faith

    Day 2 – Called to Follow – Thursday after Ash Wednesday

    I snapped this photo during a walk on Palm Sunday in April, 2020. We certainly could not have predicted the road ahead at that time but this vine hanging over our path gave me hope.

    In today’s passage, the following caught my attention:

    “Even when we don’t know where the path leads, we know who leads us.”

    Trusting God to lead the way, yet not knowing where to? That’s a tall order.

    How do we follow with no certainty of the path ahead.?

    Truthfully, I find it pretty simple to advise others to “trust, have faith, know that God has everything under control”.  But how does that reality play out in my own life? 

    One thing is certain…(like many of my crochet or knitting projects), I’m a work in progress.  

    Oftentimes my “trust” comes when I’m at a loss for clarity. 

    When I just have absolutely no idea what God is thinking or what he wants from me. 

    What should I say to support those I love? 

    How should I respond to a comment or situation that is not in line with my own expectations? 

    Why am I feeling ill equipped? 

    Why am I in this situation if I don’t know how to help? 

    Is all of that uncertainty really part of His plan?

    Truth is…when I’m feeling lost or unsure in my own life, it’s then that I realize just how difficult it can be to “trust and have faith”.

    I want to fix things, I want to make everything better myself, I don’t want to wait and see. I like things to go according to a plan, my plan.  And I’m not great when those plans go off track.  

    I alway say, everything happens for a reason; and I truly believe that except when what happens does not fit neatly into my vision.

    So what is God trying to teach me in those moments?  And why?  Can I really feel peace in surrendering control?  Could it be as simple as remembering He is with me? 

    “St. Augustine reminds us that Christ is both the goal and the path:  we follow Jesus in order to arrive at Jesus.  Lent gives us the space to take stock of what we’d been following instead – fear, reputation, self-will – and make a new decision.”

    This lent, I pray for the courage to follow Him, wherever He leads. And for the humility to confess what I’ve been “following instead”.